I cant sleep all the night thinking of this .you know what ?of us :') wiping all my tears of all this ,tired to pretend this feeling .both of us has a good relationship before till one day she said to me can we be a friend only ?just friend but we still can be close like this .that day she sent me the message was a day when the war between my life end .i be so frustrated of all the day ,since that day the way she treat not like before .she says everything bad about me and never trused me again .yep this is what happen to me since last 2 weeks .we never have a goodmorning text ,cute text before sleep and singing the songs till me asleep .yes no more .i just dont know how to express my feeling now .im a quiet ,always being alone all the time whenever in class or another place.
If i can go back the time ,i will choose the first day how i met her and how she be mine .yes im crying while typing this .i miss you ,i miss your i love you words ,i miss when we have a war of a small things :') maybe its my destiny that god had written for me ,maybe she had found someone else that much better than me .wiping the tears like a baby ,sulking like a child yes i miss this sayang .you will never love me back and thats the fact .i must face it ,it hard :( she will text me back after i sent a goodmorning text to her ,but after few hours later .never same anymore ,never i repeat never :') yep never .
Never trusted me anymore ,yes i read this on her timeline .but nevermain ,heaven must got a plans for me . To be honest i said ,i miss you NAA the way you laugh :'D